Do Not Seek Greatness For Yourself, And Do Not Desire Honor; Let Your Deeds Exceed Your Learning. Do Not Yearn For The Table Of Kings, For Your Table Is Greater Than Theirs, And Your Crown Is Greater Than Theirs; And Your Employer Is Trustworthy To Pay You Remuneration For Your Deeds.
As reflected in the first teaching in this chapter and in many other sources, Torah study may bring a person greatness, honor, and position. He should nevertheless refrain from seeking these things. If he is fit for them, they will be granted from heaven.
With regard to honor, the beraisa teaches that we should not only avoid seeking it, it should hold no attraction for us at all, as the teaching continues DO NOT DESIRE HONOR.
(Likkutei Sichos, Vol. IV, p. 1240)
A person might think that since he has personal flaws, his Torah study is of no value, as it is written:
[28] "To the wicked, G-d said: 'What right do you have to relate My statutes?' " In reassurance, the
beraisa teaches that G-d can be relied on to appreciate our positive efforts. Ultimately, every individual will turn to G-d in
teshuvah, and will receive reward for all his positive deeds.
[29]
(Ibid.)
Notes:
- (Back to text) Tehillim 50:16.
- (Back to text) Tanya, end of ch. 39; Hilchos Talmud Torah, of the Alter Rebbe 4:3.